Five Minute Blog: Deeper Thoughts

by Victoria's Secrets

I look up to stare at those vague eyes.

Is this right?

Maybe, it isnt. 

What is he thinking?

I wish I knew.

Does he love me?

 No, he doesn’t

Will he keep me forever?

I know he can’t

I wrap myself with all of my unreasonable doubts.

I keep on reminding myself.

He will soon leave me.

He will shatter the most fragile part of me

He will mess with my feelings

He will continuously lie about everything

He will never be good enough

I closed my eyes, welcomed the loneliness that has embraced me.

Leaving my only chance of happiness.

Knowing the great things I am about to give up.

I too so shallow and afraid.

Slowly, walking away.