Not today

by Victoria's Secrets

Of words that were never written
Of words that were left unsaid
Of words that had been forgotten
One word
— Regret.

A sweet little symphony of a memory I can almost recall
Somehow something blocks and stops me, a big thick wall
I wish I knew a way back
Back to where it was real
To the time when everything was right, where there was something to feel.

But those people made me hollow,
Fear was my best friend
Never to hold on or trust
Never again

To whoever had a chance
To whoever was bold
I can never be someone you want
Not for very long

A scar, a deep one
Reminds me everyday
“You will never be the same again,
Not today”